Was thinking about some stuff while in the bathroom. Someone I know who feels that he isn’t all that talented, yet placed in a position to serve. and we see (or at least I do) the anointing flowing there. It’s really not about qualifications.
Was thinking of how we get to serve. and of how we all have our weaknesses. and I thought, “Well, God doesn’t use perfect people right?” So.. If I have it all together, if I don’t have flaws, if I’m just absolutely a perfect person — then, firstly I don’t need Jesus, and secondly, God isn’t gonna use someone like me.
Those great men in the bible – none of them were perfect. There was a compulsive liar, an egoistic young man, a harsh critic of the early church — all of them were not just used by God, but were called by Him. Even though God knew that these men would have these weaknesses and flaws.
and right then and there I just thought to myself – wow. Every time I get disgusted with myself for being weak, every time I want to condemn myself for making a mistake, every time I lose my temper – that is my qualification for His blessings AND His anointing to flow.
Scary thought.